Sickening

TODAY was a damn sucky day. Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Someone came to me today before SH2CCE and started asking random questions about my academics. 

"So how are your academics? What is stopping you from studying? What is exactly stopping you from not catching up with your work?" 

After that whole bunch of stupid questions, XXX requested to meet my parents, which doesn't make sense to me 'cause I already told XXX my parents aren't going for PTM. What's worse? XXX demanded for concrete plans on how I am going to catch up with work.

GO TO HELL. 

Totally turned my RAGEEEEE mode on after that. 

You know what, I was always on track for this subject unlike the other subject 'cause I happen to have this liking for it. Now, just because I failed the first lecture test of the year, XXX has to piss me off and gotten him/herself into my blacklist. Yay. WHAT IS WRONG WITH FAILING A TEST, SERIOUSLY.

I really really really really do not get why teachers are so worried about academics this year. Yeah, A levels may be coming up very soon, say, in ~5months? BUT just because I had been failing all my lecture tests really badly doesn't mean I will not work hard for A's DAMMIT. 

Yeah, I may not be doing work now and it seems to piss teachers off quite a bit. I apologise for my lack of discipline, responsibility, whatever you want to call it. Interested in calling my parents up or even suggesting to meet them to have a heart-to-heart talk about parents-should-motivate-or-force-Jenny-to-do-her-work-so-that-she-will-at-least-get-some-decent-grades-for-A-levels-and-not-leave-a-bad-stain-on-the-teacher's-already-bad-enough-records?

BULLSHIT.

I swear it will not make much of a difference to me. What else are parents better at than to ban their kids from CCA, take away all electronic gadgets, plus a little grounding here and there? Believe me, all these will not work on me because I will survive JUST FINE. I'm not that kind who will die from not having my phone 24/7 beside me, nor am I that kind who gives in easily. I will just make use of that extra time to come home and sleep my time away FULLSTOP

Hope life gets better after all my ranting. BYE