Jtune: Dear School

HIHIHIHI ^^

Hehehe I bet everyone woke up feeling grouchy and sleepy this morning . Oh wellzzzz, I woke up feeling rather happy but I think I'll start dreading it from tomorrow onwards lololol. 

I have to admit, it's pretty good to be back to school after a month and chatting away with everyone I see in school ^^ 

But I'll take back these words when school starts its crazy hectic life again k ): Sigh sigh sigh it's only 15 minutes to 10PM while I'm writing this post and I'm already feeling sleepy zzz. Should I continue with my unfinished homework tonight? :/

By the way... while all the other JCs are mugging their heads off and sitting for their Mid-years, NJ is returning all our papers HAHA. It's pretty funny how I tell others I'm getting my results back when they just finished their papers. 

Okay so, I got my Maths and Chem paper back today and I did way better than what I expected. Lololol I think I was really lucky this time round :/ Managed to scrape an E even though I totally gave up on studying for CTs the week before.

Sigh, I'm not here to ego-boost or compliment myself for being so smart blahblahblah coz I know there are lotsa people out there who are really sad over their results ): But let me rejoice for awhile before I get serious kkkkk. 

Today was my very first time getting a non-U grade for Chem and honestly, I think I can cry when I think of it now. When I first calculated my overall score, a 45.07 appeared on my calculator and I could hardly believe my eyes. Had to get the two smartypoops beside me to confirm before I believed HAHA. Yupzzzz so I managed to get that E grade which I have been waiting one and a half year for. 

Kkkk now that I'm done happy-ing... TO THOSE WHO ARE DEMORALISED: It's okay to feel demoralized after getting such shitty results!!! I'm pretty sure I'll get that feeling soon this week (maybe even tomorrow) but yeah, I doubt I'll let it get to me that much anymore. Wellzzz, that's what happens when you get almost straight-Us for your Term 2 lecture tests.

Seriously, nobody can beat my 2,4,6 upon 25 ): And these sucky grades threw me into one of the darkest moment of my life sighhhhh. AIYA main point is that don't let the grades get to you la. Get used to it and use it as motivation to study harder!!! At least that is what I'm going to do now lololol.

Kkkkk I'm going to end the post now -_- Things are getting so chaotic now that I can't think straight now lolololol. Before I go to bed...

GOODNIGHT ^^